Because of this, I went to school
to become an Occupational Therapist,
and I was so very excited when
I discovered Reiki, a form of
hands on
energy healing.
I got my Reiki l several
years ago, with the intention
of becoming a Master, as I felt
that
healing people was part of my
destiny, and I would be able to
use this
healing energy every day with
my work as a therapist.
I got my Reiki ll by saving up
my money, and doing a trade with
a friend
of mine, who was a Reiki Master.
I taught her an energy technique
called
MFR, and payed $100, and in return
she gave me my second attunement.
But I continued to dream of the
day that I would get my Reiki
Master
attunement, which seemed too far
out of my reach, at a cost of
$500-600
dollars. But I was bound and determined
to find a way to do it.....In
the meantime, I studied as many
energy, and healing techniques,
that I
could, until I was led, by a series
of synchronisities to Shamballa.
It began one day, when saw an
advertisement in a local new age
magazine,
for Shamballa Multi-dimensional
Healing....and I was IMMEDIATELY
drawn
to it....and just KNEW I had to
do it for some reason.....I felt
a
strong "pull" towards
it, that I was unable to deny.....
They were offering it at a store
in Medford, that was about an
hour and
a half away, so I called about
it, and they were doing it on
Saturdays.
I was going to sign up, and
me and my mom were going to take
it
together, but come to find out,
the first Sat , I couldnt do it,
because
of previous plans, and the 3rd
week, my mother couldnt go.....
So I got a bit discouraged.....and
felt like I should put the whole
thing off, for the time being.
Then, a couple of weeks later,
in a different new age magazine,
I saw
ANOTHER advertisement, and it
was for Shamballa attunements
and
classses, for only $50 a class,
given by a lady named Diane who
literally lived right down the
street from me!
Needless to say, I called, and
me and my mom went to her classes,
and
got attuned.
Even though I was very leary
at first.... being a Reiki ll,
and never
hearing of this Shamballa, I tried
to keep an open mind.
The classes were wonderful, filled
with alot of spiritual discussion
about the awakening times we are
now in.
The first attunement, was just
like my first Reiki attunement....I
didnt really notice much difference,
which is very comman if you have
already been attuned to Reiki.
But than once I had the 2nd one,
WOW!
There was a HUGE difference!
The energy coming out of my hands
when
we practiced sending long distance
energy,
just blew me away!! :)
I was SOLD on Shamballa from
that point on :) When we sent
long distance
healing, I could feel the energy
10x
stronger coming out of my hands,
much, much more than I ever felt
with
Reiki.....it felt like I turned
on a blow dryer even just thinking
about
it ! :)
Now at this point mind you,
I still felt like I needed to
get my Reiki Master attunement.....
.....But the by 3rd level Shamballa
attunement, me and my mom just
looked at each other and KNEW,
and said together at the very
same time:
"We dont need the Reiki Master!!
:)"
The Fourth attunement, however,
was the
most intense for me, and emotional.....
When it was done, I filled up
with so much emotion, and cried
and cried
and cried....
THIS, was where I was meant to
be, and
I was finally able to get there.....it
was like coming home, and I was
filled with so much peace, love,
and gratitude, that all I could
could
do nothing else but CRY.
I did finally get my Reiki Master
attunement.... I traded Shamballa
attunements, for a Reiki Master
Attunement, from my
good friend Deb, not because I
needed it, but because Shamballa
is new,
and alot of people dont know what
it is yet, but they do know what
Reiki
is....so I have it for the title
only....
However, I strictly only teach
and attune others
to the Shamballa energy.
One day, once Shamballa has become
well known, this will not be
necessary.
Shortly after my Master attunement,
I was guided to have a group get
together, at my house, with my
spiritual online list, Shambhala
Warriors, to do attunements for
everyone who wanted them, to help
to
spread this energy around the
world.
The people who came, were from
all different parts of the world,
and
from all areas of the US.
It was (4) days of Shamballa attunements
and classes, spiritual
messages, and emotional releasing
and healing, good homecooked food,
and
big bonfires, with alot of singing
and chanting.
Some people had awesome spiritual
visions, gave needed spiritual
messages to others who needed
it, and we also created
a vortex in the back yard, and
sent powerful healing to the world
and
mother earth.
My Shamballa teacher Diane, and
I attuned
24 people to the Master level,
in those (4) days.....and it was
a
wonderful experience, that
I will never forget.
Since than, I have continued
on my journey of healing with
Shamballa. I
continue to teach classes, and
do attunements, both locally,
and long
distance, all across the US, and
other parts of the world such
as:
England, Canada, Germany, France,
Switzerland, Australia and
even Korea.
I have also realized, that the
Shamballa, and the Myo-Facial
Release,
energy technique that I do are
a "bridge" to my own
natural healing
abilities.
I periodically work with my own
private patients that I do healing
with,
I even have just recently asked
the Universe for a portable therapy
table that I can afford, and I
have just found one ! :)
And of course, I use my shamballa
daily with
my homecare patients, to relieve
pain and increase movement with
very
good results.
Probably the most amazing thing
to me, is recently, a "Master
Healer"
from another plane, came through
me and has chosen to work through
me
with certain people, and I am
very excited, and honored by this.
:)
But the very best, of all, is
all the spiritual lessons I continue
to
learn upon this journey.....
Many have to do with learning
to have confidence in myself,
and my
abilities, and with letting go,
and trusting that I will be guided
in
the right direction, and to the
right people, not only those who
need
healing or attunements from me,
but to those
people who will continue to teach
me the spiritual lessons that
I
personally need to learn.....
I will share with you one of
the important lessons that I have
learned
so far......
It is the lesson that, no matter
how good we are as healers, we
can not
heal everyone. We are
just a tool, for the energy to
come through, and the person,
or animal
that we are trying to heal, needs
to want to heal themselves. Even
Jesus
was unable to heal everyone, for
those who did not want to be healed,
were not.
Every being, has to be able to
make their own choices along their
own
journey on this plane,
and it is not up to us.
I remember, one day, on the way
to work, I was driving, and I
came
across two robins, who had
been hit by a car, and were lying
in the road, still alive. I thought
my
heart would break.
I stopped, and carefully scooped
both of them up , and put them
in a box
on the seat beside me, and began
to drive to an animal hospital,
about a half hour away, that has
a special wildlife clinic, that
I have
taken many animals to in the past.
On the way, I gave them both
Shamballa energy, and I thought,
that if I
truly BELIEVED,
100%
that I could save them with my
healing abilities, that I indeed
WOULD,
that if I had no doubt in my mind,
that I could do it. I concentrated
on
it, with every ounce of my energy.....all
the way to the hospital......
I did, truly believe I could
save them....
When I got there, I looked, and
one of the birds had just died....and
the other died shortly after
I got there.....
.....I was devastated.....
I truly beleived that I could
save them, and I had failed.........I
sat
under a tree for a half hour after
that, and I cried and cried and
cried, till I could cry no more.........
And then I got a message, that
it was not meant for me to save
those 2
robins....
as it was their time to go to
the other side.....
And the reason I found them, was
to help them on their way, to
give them
peace and love before their journey
home, rather then them dying in
the
middle of the road.....
It also happened, to teach me
an important lesson.... about
giving up
control, when it comes to healing,
that I am only the tool for the
healing, and the results are not
up to me.... I am only a vessel
for the
energy to come through, and what
happens with that, is always,
just what
is meant to be.
I also learned, that healing
comes in many forms.....and not
all of
them are what we expect.